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bucket of well water on the floor beside her and every now and then she lowered her blistered foot into it； screwing up her face at the stinging sensation。
Fretting； she dug her chin into her arm。 Just when she needed her strength most； this toe had to fester。 Those fools would never catch the sow。 It had taken them a week to capture the pigs； one by one； and now after two weeks the sow was still at liberty。 Scarlett knew that if she were just there in the swamp with them； she could tuck up her dress to her knees and take the rope and lasso the sow before you could say Jack Robinson。
But even after the sow was caught—if she were caught？ What then； after she and her litter were eaten？ Life would go on and so would appetites。 Winter was coming and there would be no food； not even the poor remnants of the vegetables from the neighbors’ gardens。 They must have dried peas and sorghum and meal and rice and—and—oh； so many things。 Corn and cotton seed for next spring’s planting； and new clothes too。 Where was it all to come from and how would she pay for it？
She had privately gone through Gerald’s pockets and his cash box and all she could find was stacks of Confederate bonds and three thousand dollars in Confederate bills。 That was about enough to buy one square meal for them all； she thought ironically； now that Confederate money was worth almost less than nothing at all。 But if she did have money and could find food； how would she haul it home to Tara？ Why had God let the old horse die？ Even that sorry animal Rhett had stolen would make all the difference in the world to them。 Oh； those fine sleek mules which used to kick up their heels in the pasture across the road； and the handsome carriage horses； her little mare； the girls’ ponies and Gerald’s big stallion racing about and tearing up the turf— Oh； for one of them； even the balkiest mule！
But； no matter—when her foot healed she would walk to Jonesboro。 It would be the longest walk she had ever taken in her life； but walk it she would。 Even if the Yankees had burned the town completely； she would certainly find someone in the neighborhood who could tell her where to get food。 Wade’s pinched face rose up before her eyes。 He didn’t like yams； he repeated； wanted a drumstick and some rice and gravy。
The bright sunlight in the front yard suddenly clouded and the trees blurred through tears。 Scarlett dropped her head on her arms and struggled not to cry。 Crying was so useless now。 The only time crying ever did any good was when there was a man around from whom you wished favors。 As she crouched there； squeezing her eyes tightly to keep back the tears； she was startled by the sound of trotting hooves。 But she did not raise her head。 She had imagined that sound too often in the nights and days of these last two weeks； just as she had imagined she heard the rustle of Ellen’s skirts。 Her heart hammered； as it always did at such moments； before she told herself sternly： “Don’t be a fool。”
But the hooves slowed down in a startlingly natural way to the rhythm of a walk and there was the measured scrunch…scrunch on the gravel。 It was a horse—the Tarletons； the Fontaines！ She looked up quickly。 It was a Yankee cavalryman。
Automatically； she dodged behind the curtain and peered fascinated at him through the dim folds of the cloth； so startled that the breath went out of her lungs with a gasp。
He sat slouched in the saddle； a thick； rough…looking man with an unkempt black beard straggling over his unbuttoned brae jacket。 Little close…set eyes； squinting in the sun glare； calmly surveyed the house from beneath the visor of his tight brae cap。 As he slowly dismounted and tossed the bridle reins over the hitching post； Scarlett’s breath came back to her as suddenly and painfully as after a blow in the stomach。 A Yankee； a Yankee with a long pistol on his hip！ And she was alone in the house with three sick girls and the babies！
As he lounged up the walk； hand on holster； beady little eyes glancing to right and left； a kaleidoscope of jumbled pictures spun in her mind； stories Aunt Pittypat had whispered of attacks on unprotected women； throat cuttings； houses burned over the heads of dying women； children bayoneted because they cried； all of the unspeakable horrors that lay bound up in the name of “Yankee。”
Her first terrified impulse was to hide in the closet； crawl under the bed； fly down the back stairs and run screaming to the swamp； anything to escape him。 Then she heard his cautious feet on the front steps and his stealthy tread as he entered the hall and she knew that escape was cut off。 Too cold with fear to move； she heard his progress from room to room downstairs； his steps growing louder and bolder as he discovered no one。 Now he was in the dining room and in a moment he would walk out into the kitchen。
At the thought of the kitchen； rage suddenly leaped up in Scarlett’s breast； so sharply that it jabbed at her heart like a knife thrust； and fear fell away before her overpowering fury。 The kitchen！ There； over the open kitchen fire were two pots； one filled with apples stewing and the other with a hodgepodge of vegetables brought painfully from Twelve Oaks and the Macintosh garden—dinner that must serve for nine hungry people and hardly enough for two。 Scarlett had been restraining her appetite for hours； waiting for the return of the others and the thought of the Yankee eating their meager meal made her shake with anger。
God damn them all！ They descended like locusts and left Tara to starve slowly and now they were back again to steal the poor leavings。 Her empty stomach writhed within her。 By God； this was one Yankee who would do no more stealing！
She slipped off her worn shoe and； barefooted； she pattered swiftly to the bureau； not even feeling her festered toe。 She opened the top drawer soundlessly and caught up the heavy pistol she had brought from Atlanta； the weapon Charles had worn but never fired。 She fumbled in the leather box that hung on the wall below his saber and brought out a cap。 She slipped it into place with a hand that did not shake。 Quickly and noiselessly； she ran into the upper hall and down the stairs； steadying herself on the banisters with one hand and holding the pistol close to her thigh in the folds of her skirt。
“Who’s there？” cried a nasal voice and she stopped on the middle of the stairs； the blood thudding in her ears so loudly she could hardly hear him。 “Halt or I’ll shoot！” came the voice。
He stood in the door of the dining room； crouched tensely； his pistol in one hand and； in the other； the small rosewood sewing box fitted with gold thimble； gold…handled scissors and tiny gold…topped acorn of emery。 Scarlett’s legs felt cold to the knees but rage scorched her face。 Ellen’s sewing box in his hands。 She wanted to cry： “Put it down！ Put it down； you dirty—” but words would not come。 She could only stare over the banisters at him and watch his face change from harsh tenseness to a half…contemptuous； half…ingratiating smile。
“So there is somebody at home；” he said； slipping his pistol back into its holster and moving into the hall until he stood directly below her。 “All alone； little lady？”
Like lightning； she shoved her weapon over the banisters and into the startled bearded face。 Before he could even fumble at his belt； she pulled the trigger。 The back kick of the pistol made her reel； as the roar of the explosion filled her ears and the acrid smoke stung her nostrils。 The man crashed backwards to the floor； sprawling into the dining room with a violence that shook the furniture。 The box clattered from his hand； the contents spilling about him。 Hardly aware that she was moving； Scarlett ran down the stairs and stood over him； gazing down into what was left of the face above the beard； a bloody pit where the nose had been； glazing eyes burned with powder。 As she looked； two streams of blood crept across the shining floor； one from his face and one from the back of his head。
Yes； he was dead。 Undoubtedly。 She had killed a man。
The smoke curled slowly to the ceiling and the red streams widened about her feet。 For a timeless moment she stood there and in the still hot hus